Cabin Notes: get weirder and weirder

Lighting small fires.

I had to send a few emails I did not enjoy this week. All of them were a version of I’m sorry, or I can’t, or I am struggling. To get out of the hole, one must acknowledge the realities of being in the hole. Depression is new to me. I am used to the action-oriented woes of anxiety, but the apathy and nihilism of depression are bosses I am not used to fi…